Today, I added something to my shame list.
My lack of courage to talk to a teacher. I always had this fear... and I AM ASHAMED OF THIS.
What the heck?
I can't believe I let an opportunity to work pass me by and I fucked that up. I had bad communications and I didn't get the full message. It's no one's fault but mine.
I need to change this right now if I want to be in this industry. I need to be proactive about my future but I can't beat myself up because there were unforeseen circumstances. So.. the lesson here- BE TRANSPARENT ABOUT WHAT I NEED.
This next coming week, I WILL ROCK THIS SCENE. I will connect to my scene partner. Breakthrough. Breakthrough. MUST BREAKTHROUGH.
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